Anyways, I find me pretty annoying whilst I can't sleep, cos i do annoying little things that keep me awake. One of them is to stare aimlessly at the ceiling, or the floor, or my chair, or whatever comes to hand. This seriously gets aggrivating as it most certainly does not send me to sleep. I also start to hum odd things, like earlier i was humming Kije's march that had got stuck in my head, and then a few minutes later i found myself starting to hum happy birthday. And the final one is i start to think, and this is really distracting. So I have to give myself something to do, i.e reading or, in this case, writing.
So i guess my last post wasn't my last ever, and i may have caught the blogging bug after all, whatever that is. Or it may end up like twitter, where i thought i'd check it and then swapped it for facebook and left twitter gathering dust in the void of the internet. I wouldn't know.
But regardless, many people have been writing just about life, in general, so i figured i'd 'jump on the band wagon' as it were. And life is good. The build up to christmas (in and out of school) was great and it was fantastic to have a break as the last few weeks had been pretty busy. But then there were those last few days of the holidays where we all become losers and couch potatoes for a bit. I was never doing much, and, from the sound of the msn conversations i was having (my only communication with the outside world) others weren't doing much either. As a result of being bored, noone could be motivational, so we all got more bored. I think many will agree that it's been good to get back to school. Being back with friends and being able to catch up with friends and people has been great. I'm feeling generally happy and my friends just show me why. They split my sides with laughter and i worry that my jaw will soon be stuck in a smile. Or it will hurt to be sad. Maybe that's a good thing. I'm (although it seems loserish to say it) very happy with my test grades, which is nice, and to top it all one of my friends likes me again. Life is pretty good. I certainly don't want it to change anytime soon.
I know many of you will read this and ask why I wrote this. I agree, I have no doubt that i'll read it later and ask myself why i blabbed on at midnight when i should have my eyes shut. But i have to have something to do, and this was the thing i was thinking about, so it made sense. I know i'll hate the morning too, when i wake at a dismal 7:30 when the world has still got the lights off and think 'why on earth was a hitting a keyboard when i should have been asleep?'. Still, I have geography first period to help me catch up on lost rest. No doubt Mr Howell's droning voice will do better than humming, thinking or staring at something.
And hey, if i hadn't written this, i would have probably just thought some more.
Night, everyone.
Josh xx
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