Rekindling is the theme of this. After all, I've just spent one of the most wonderful evening. The ol' crew! No bitching, no competition, no stupid stuff. How brilliant is that?!
Eitherway, thinking of bringing that back reminded me of the blogging craze, which I shall now 'rekindle'.
Anyway, this evening. It was brilliant. Everyone was really getting on, we had the pool (nice and warm, apart from the DAMN HOSE) and we were having a great laugh. There are plenty of photos on facebook obviously, the inevitable result of girl + camera, but hey, so what, we had a great night. There was no horrible stuff, no need to make an impression, no little snippets of favouritism. I mean, being honest, our friendship group's sort of bothering me at the moment. I have the wonderful Helen, of course, and Alex and Jamie who I couldn't live without. And...the others in the group, I think they like me, but in their own way. And that way gives the impression that really, they don't care about me in the slightest. There's so much, that's better than me, like being funny, or attractive, or brilliantly sporty, or just interesting. And it was starting to get to me lately, making me feel a bit down, until after tonight, when I realised I have plenty of friends. I even worried about one particular person, who tonight proved that we are, and can be very good friends. It was a great laugh, in particular mine & Jamie's YAC penguin warm up.
It was a truly brilliant evening :)
Well, this writing has been pretty bad. But it's been a while.
I need to post more.
Joshy xx
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